Saturday, February 9, 2008

Peek into my beanshell.

Life.
What have i been living for?
What do i want?
What does love mean?
Why does life have so many fucking rules and restrictions?
What do i hope for tomorrow?

Lost.
I missed my greatest girl friend's leaving back for South Africa. Miss her. Miss her so so much. She brought up a point about my issue. Something that has been residing silently at the back of my mind. Something that i cannot bring myself to see. Something that i cant help but completely agree with. Yes. You have set the bar so high, that i cannot bring myself to settle nor accept for anything less. Its the appropriate, most plausable explanation as to why i am reacting towards it the way i am. As much as i know i cant carry that bar to measure across the board, i can help but do it now. But what should i do about the Yin and the Yang? It will get tiring in the long run.

We are world's apart baby! Just. Too. Different.

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